Sometimes I feel so stupid for hating you, and for constantly talking shit about you behind your back and to your face, and blaming you so much for my misery, because you don’t deserve it. You really don’t. You didn’t do anything, and it makes me look really stupid and pathetic and insecure for hating you. But I am really stupid and pathetic and insecure. And I want to apologize and try to get my happiness back, but I feel like right after I do, I’m just going to be like well, that was all for nothing because I still think you’re a little bitch. And it’s all very conflicting.